It’s heavy, this Weatherby bolt action 7mm Mag,
and the sling digs into my collar bone on cold days walking
the woods, ducking beneath pines, stepping over deadfall.
My friends call it a relic, me brassbound—so many
upgrades have been made available in gear in the years since
it was minted. Composite stocks and carbon fiber barrels
come light, innovative calibers precise.
But this honeyed wood and blued steel speak
to my heart and other important matters. Legacy,
for one. Joining a family, too, the day they said,
“Granddad would have wanted it to go to you.” It looks
right on the gun rack next to her .270, which he likewise left to her,
and the .30-06 that belonged to her mother before.
Somethings change, have to if they’re to go on—evolutions,
a frontline scope, a silicone harness—but I’ll carry it as long as I am
strong enough, will pull the trigger—I savvy the subtle slack—
will make the killshot necessary to bring home sustenance
I know was taken with care. In doing so, I’ll fill also
myself with hours moving quiet, hoping to scent
the musk of elk, to hear the crack of branch.
This rifle, I’ll lay it down then, press
my palm against yet warm hide and give
my thanks. Then I’ll shoulder it again, heft my pack
laden with quartered meat, and walk on.
It’s good, I think, to carry such weight, to feel it in the sinew of our backs,
the long bones of our legs, the soles of our feet, until each step
becomes a meditation on the circle of the world, and our place in it.
~For Rob on his 40th Birthday, August 5th, 2024
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